english breakfast

She caves. Her walls are paper thin. She swore she built them with concrete after what happened last time but his smile makes them crumble like worn out asphalt. She keeps a strong mind and a full heart but she’s been here before. Human connection is her vice. Her high is feeling whole. Life is her favourite thing even though she feel like she’s been punished by it by doing nothing but loving so whole heartedly.

She sees the good in all things. Maybe that is why she’s been hurt by so many people… She sees potential as oppose to flaws. She lets your mishaps slide because she believes in mistakes. The issues arise once she is so rooted in you, and all you could be, that you become become fearful of her passion. The fact that she could move mountains with her ability to care and you could hardly climb one. You call her desperate, you call her a “clinger”, You call her crazy, You stop calling her.

She is not an idiot. She gets it. She knows you cannot be everyones cup of tea and if you prefer coffee in the mornings she is going to understand. But use your words. She is good with words, She loves how stringing a few syllables together can make you feel. Walk away if you wish. She also knowns the significance of letting go of the ones who don’t serve her soul.

She goes about her life. Don’t be fooled. She is absolutely content on her own. She wasn’t looking for someone to complete her. She was looking for someone to enhance the life she’s creating. The pit she feels from loosing you is extremely temporary for she knows the immense about of good in the world and it won’t be long before another heart finds her and attempts to keep up.

If you are lucky enough to find a girl like this be gentle with her. Realize her concern for your happiness is on par with her own. You are special to her. Trust me, Don’t think because she’s had so many people come and go that she is flawed. Don’t think you are just another notch in her belt… Don’t be intimidated of her sense of self. She knows who she is and she knows how good she could be to you. She is aware of her value. If you’re a tea drinker you just found the most exquisite loose leaf. If you drink coffee she’s rich espresso. Be her milk and honey. Be her cream and sugar. She will lighten your soul and make your life that much sweeter…